~My difficulty with English~

My English language had never been good. I never get an 'A' before in primary school, except during PSLE. Perhaps it's my luck.

I am a Chinese. And my family members never speak proper English, except my elder sister, who is in secondary 2. My parents only know how to speak broken English or Singlish as they studied Chinese Education instead of English Education.

Even though, in my family, my sister and i knows English, we seldom communicate with each other in English.

In school, i will only speak English when i am with my Malay or Indian friends. I rarely speak English to my Chinese friends as i have poor pronunciation, which might otherwise embarrass myself if i were to pronoun a word wrongly.

 Often, i will misuse the pairs of words: 'will' and 'would', 'can' and 'could', 'shall' and 'should', etc. Even though i have asked my English teacher before, i still do not really understand.

Also, i do not know much vocabulary. Unlike my friends, i hardly use good vocabulary in composition. Sometimes, i can think of one, but often i do not know how to spell. Finding a good vocabulary in my composition might be quite difficult.

Although my English is not good now, i will strive and do my very best to increase the standard of my English language. I will NeVer ever give up...